before i start, thanks to everyone who commented on my first entry!!! i tried to reply to everyone, but i ended up getting very tired last night lol

yesterday was such a horrible day. it rained all day, causing me not to have much motivation to do anything at all. weston felt the same way, so around 12 i asked him if he wanted to make cookies or something, so we went to the grocery store. we ended up getting m and m cookie mix, and a bunch of gum (i'm such a nice older sister), and then we came back and attempted to make the cookies.

well, the cookies came out fine, we just ended up making the biggest mess EVER. i really don't even know how we managed it to be honest. i was just lucky that mom wasn't home, because normally she'd flip out on me and say this is why she never lets me cook.

but we got it cleaned up, and enjoyed our cookies. then laura just stopped by (surprisingly, she was alone). she had some cookies as well, and we started to talk. she asked me if i was alright, because i had been acting weird lately. i just told her that i've been exhausted from school, and work's been getting to me (i work at a grocery store). i really didn't want to get into the her and josh thing, so i didn't mention anything about them bothering me.

maybe i should have, just to, you know, be honest with her. but i really didn't want to. i think i finally figured out that i'm mad that josh takes up so much of her time. before, it used to be only laura and i (with the occasional christina, sara, and kyla), but now it's usually either lauraandjosh or nothing. and hanging out with laura and josh is just something i'm not a huge fan of.

so anyway we talked for a little while, then guess who calls while we're talking! josh! so laura gets all happy, and talks to him for what seemed like forever, as i just sat there. some best friend! but it turns out that josh's best friend, dave, is single, and i guess laura and josh have been planning to set the two of us up. laura says he's quite the goodlooking fellow (i really can't believe i just said that! i'm such a loser!). but no offense to laura, but usually her type is FAR from the same type as me.

take josh for example, i really don't find him goodlooking one bit. he's somewhat grungy, with the skater hair style that never looks like it's clean. i'm more into the preppy guy. but whatever, i'm not opposed to going on a double date sometime. free food and maybe some quality time with laura?

oh god it's starting to sound like i have a crush on laura.

so after this was proposed to me, and i agreed, we planned for the double date to be sometime next weekend, prob saturday (i might have to cover someone's shift on saturday though). so then laura said that she had to go meet josh for coffee or some other lame thing. so i was like alright, see ya.

i came online for a while, and actually talked to my ex boyfriend, nick. we dated for about six months when i was a sophomore, and ever since i broke up with him he never really talks to me anymore. i really don't understand that with guys. i mean, yeah the initial breakup is definitly hard, but it's been like a year! and he even has a new girlfriend and everything! i'm the one who should feel bad because i haven't even dated anyone since nick.

but we talked about nonimportant things. i tried to find out how he's doing, but he really didn't tell me much. maybe it's a sign that i should just give up on nick?

while nick and i were talking, weston begged me to take him to his friend's house. so i said bye to nick (since that conversation wasn't really going anywhere anyway), and drove him there. while i was out, i decided to call kyla to see what she was up to. i ended up going over kyla's house for a while.

while i like kyla and everything, she just ALWAYS has to be right about everything. it gets on my nerves so much sometimes! i was wicked lucky that weston called me saying that he needed to be picked up (this was a good three hours after i had even dropped him off, so i had been with kyla for a decent amount of time. i really can't handle her alone). so i went and picked him up, then we came home. by that time my mom and dad had come home from shopping or whatever they were doing, and we had dinner.

after dinner, laura called, saying that her and josh were going to meet up with dave tonight, and wanted to bring me to meet him and talk about saturday, if it were going to happen. i made up an excuse not to go. i really was not in any mood to meet any guy last night. i just felt as though i looked horrible, and by that point i was getting tired. i told her maybe some other time.

so instead of going out with them, i stayed at home and watched the butterfly effect with my parents. what a way to spend a saturday night, right?

well, i think this is long enough for today lol. i have to start getting ready for work, which i am not looking forward to at all. thanks again for the comments everyone!!

so, first entry! yesterday nothing really happened. school was just..school. we got talked to by guidance about colleges and things. it's so weird to think that i'm going to be going to college soon!! since the seniors graduated last weekend, technically i'm a senior. it's really scary to think about. i have barely even started looking at schools! i guess i know what my summer is going to be filled with lol.

so anyway after school i came home and did some homework. i know, exciting lol. then my best friend (idk, my bff jill? lol) laura called and invited me to go get ice cream with her and her new boyfriend josh. normally i would have said yes, but laura and josh kind of get on my nerves after a while. before they were together, i could handle the occasional flirt, but now that they're together, they're just all over each other. it's too much for me to handle.

now i'm not saying i'm jealous of laura or anything, i really am happy for her. i just don't want it in my face all the time. so i just told her that i had a lot of homework, and she sounded dissappointed, but oh well. she has josh so i really don't feel too bad.

so after that my mom asked me to drive my little brother weston to his lacrosse practice. i ended up just staying the whole time becausei didn't really feel much like going back and doing homework. plus, it's so cute to watch the 10 year olds playing lacrosse. wow, that sounded really creepy of me lol.

so after practice weston and i went home, and then christina called. christina, kyla, and sara were hanging out at christina's, so i decided to go over. we talked and watched a couple of movies (including breakfast club!!), and then laura called. laura came over with josh. it was fine for a while, then it started getting on my nerves, so i decided to go home.

laura called me on the way home and asked if i was alright, and i said i was just tired, which was somewhat the truth. i got home around 11:30, and went online. i started to think about joining livejournal, but then i got really tired. so that's what i'm doing today! lol so now i think im going to go customize my livejournal and stuff.